I have been clean for over 22 years now

Perhaps a strange one. It might surprise you. Or not.

 

I have been clean for over 22 years now.

 

Well. almost. Not quite clean, because I still fall back on my old habits, although very, very rarely. But consistently clean enough over a long period of time to consider myself clean.

 

And it´s been something of a journey of consciousness, this cleansing journey. I could not envision it at the time it started. In 2001. That getting rid of those ingrained habits would help me cleanse mentally, heal emotionally, repair my brain on a whole another level and change my frequency to such a degree that it catapulted the development of my spiritual and clairvoyant gifts that I today actively use in my work with my clients.

 

And by this I don´t mean alcohol, cigarettes or drugs. Or anything else of that sort.

 

I am talking about being enmeshed in the web of negativity and low frequency entertainment projected by the media. A subtle spider´s web you get caught in without being aware of it.

 

But it exists and it is real. So real and so pervasive that we don´t even perceive it. You probably won´t understand the difference, unless you actively choose to ditch the media altogether for a long period of time. Preferably several years. If you get in touch with them again at a later point, the spiritual frequency of what is being projected from them will shock you profoundly. It is like stopping eating sugar altogether (which is profoundly affecting your brain pathways, by the way) for a year, and then suddenly eating a huge chocolate bar, some candies and then an ice cream, too. If you tried it, you would be totally shocked at how unpleasant and artificial it actually tastes. How do I know? Because I actually did that Talking from experience!

 

It is only then, after a period of total abstinence, you clearly see what you had been allowing to enter your system all those years in the past. And no, it doesn´t feel good at all. On the contrary.

 

This is what happened to me.

 

In 2001 our old TV broke down. At that time, we kept talking about buying a new one, but for one reason or another, this never happened. So we continued without a TV set for years. Then in 2007, after an intense period of massive and sudden spiritual awakening and vibrational alignment to higher frequencies, I felt the urge to disconnect from the news and the media altogether. Gone was the TV, radio, newspapers, cinema and any music entertainment. Did not have a smartphone in those days, just a little Nokia for calls.

 

This period of total digital detox opened up the inner communication channels that connected me even more strongly with the unseen dimensions from which I get my information these days.

 

I still used my computer to search for specific info on the internet, that was relevant to the spiritual knowledge I was working with. But everything else was gone. Most of the external noise and negativity disappeared from my life.

 

And it felt like such a blessing. A feeling of total inner peace.

 

It felt so… clean.

 

And it still does.

 

These days, I occasionally use my smart phone to lightly skim the titles in the press a couple of times a week. It takes about 10 min. Just to have an idea of what is being reported in the media. For what is being reported is not necessarily what is really going on. It is just that – something being reported. Usually from a certain biased angle. Which is usually not my angle. There are tons of things never making it to the news. Things that would matter to someone like me. That is why I haven´t resonated with MSM news for years. Too much negativity and fearmongering. Bye bye. Not interested.

People often wonder, how you can disconnect from the society to such a degree and still be able to function in it. Well, I am a living proof. Yes, you can. You can still lead a normal, productive life and be only minimally involved in the collective mind programming. For that is what it is.

 

Why am I bringing it up today?

 

Because I just had a conversation with my little nephew and nieces. They are 8, 9 and 10 years old now. And what they told me shocked me to a degree. It reminded me of why I took this vow of digital chastity.

 

They asked me if I had seen Lord of the Rings movie. Because they wanted to see it again tonight. They had seen in several times by now. “Yes, partly”, I said, “but the level of cruelty in that movie made me stop immediately after a short time.” (When your inner energy system is no longer used to seeing violence, anger and aggressiveness, which is the norm in today´s media, you get sick to your stomach when watching it. Quite literally. I literally cannot watch anything like that anymore without feeling malaise and nausea.)

 

“Oh, auntie Zrinka”, they said, “come on, you are too sensitive. You are just too positive. This is just not the way the world functions, you know. The world is cruel and challenging. You have to get used to the cruelty. You have to get used to those small deaths. Come on, this is fun.”

 

“Small deaths? What do you mean by small deaths?” I asked totally shocked and perplexed.

 

“Well, you know, people dying and being killed in movies. That´s normal. Just for fun. Get used to it.”.

 

When a healthy, normal and well-functioning 9 year old tells you that it is fun and normal to see battles, people dying and “small deaths” you had better get used to on the screen, what do you say to that?

 

My answer was: “You see, I choose to live in a totally different world. My world is intentionally positive and in it there is no room for cruelty and people being killed for fun on the screen. I don´t find it fun. I actually find it horrible. So I am not going to watch that movie together with you. Or encourage any movie or video game of that kind. Sorry.”

 

When you see energy like I do and understand the etheric imprint on what is being shown on the screen on the human subconscious system, you understand why it is vitally necessary to firmly shut that channel of input to your subconscious mind. Because it keeps living and growing there in the dark recesses of your mind. It does not go away, even many years later. Unless your detox and reprogram your subconscious mind big time by deep inner cleansing.

 

So, Auntie Zrinka is no fun. No, not at all in that sense. I would like to play all kinds of other gentle games with them instead of. Something that expands their knowledge and makes them better human beings. But not the media game. No way. And I am proud of it. In a world where our values are turned upside down, and children and adults are being increasingly desensitized to violence, assaults and wars on the screen, in toys and games, where does this all lead? And when does it stop? With the next school shooting? Or euthanising people who are no longer productive to the society?

 

There is a thin line dividing humans and androids. True humans feel empathy and kindness towards others. They feel connectedness. They cannot bear to see others suffer. Not even on the screen.

 

Androids don´t. They have lost that capacity.

 

As our current civilization is increasingly sliding down an android slope, make sure you remain human, no matter what. And that future generations do. That´s why we are here.