This week I had a not-so-ordinary session with a client. So much so, that I actually asked the client the permission to publish this in an anonymous form. All of my sessions are unique and tailored to the person coming for healing, but some sessions are more memorable than others. Especially if we get permission to speak directly to the person’s Higher Self manifesting in my clinic during healing. Quite literally.
My client is a woman in her sixties. Initially, she started getting her sessions with me because of long-standing physical issues affecting her control over her arms and legs. As our sessions progressed into
deeper and deeper physical healing and she felt more relief in her limbs, there was one strange topic that kept popping up in each session, even though that was not our focus at all: fear of death.
In the beginning, I had no idea why I had to keep channeling information around fear of death until she informed me that this was another long-standing issue throughout her life: deep-seated fear that something might happen to her family members.
That somebody might get injured or die suddenly. Even though there was absolutely no evidence in their daily life that something like that might happen. Her family lived a very calm, pleasant life.
We circled around fear of death in several sessions, going into layers of healing that had to do with traumatic experiences from other incarnations regarding the sudden loss of close family members and the bodily shock thereof. Which was still a part of her energy makeup.
With each session focused on releasing her fear of death I had a feeling that we were repairing old karmic wounds and preparing her for something to come, although I had no clear idea of what or why. She had spent most of her life intensely fearing death and calamities that might affect her family and now we were teaching her to live a life free of fear. I could sense that she was being relieved for the first time in her life.
Then came the turning point. In November, she again came for a session. This time very depressed, shaking, and on the verge of tears. Her husband, with whom she has spent her entire life, had just been diagnosed with cancer in a very advanced stage.
This came as a shock for the whole family, as there were no previous signs of illness. The doctors ´ prognosis was not good and they immediately started chemotherapy, hoping something could be done.
This had, of course, affected her emotionally. But as we both could see, she was actually coping very well with the whole situation, given the gravity of it. She wasn´t collapsing emotionally
even though this was actually her worst nightmare, her lifelong fear suddenly being manifested. We realized that it must have been all our previous healing work around her fear of the death of loved ones, that was keeping her afloat now. And we were both pleasantly surprised by it.
The next session was scheduled for this week. As soon as she entered the room, it literally lit up. The space got filled with intense non-physical light and I could sense a massive energy presence. I was curious to see what would happen, as we were definitely not alone in the room. I wondered who this third party could be.
I told her to just relax on the treatment table and sat by her side. I did not even have to speak, so I mostly just sat quietly there, holding the space, while this massive high-frequency presence overtook the healing.
The light in the room was getting really intense, even though all the lamps were turned off. She was literally being bathed in a huge sea of etheric light and she could feel it. It felt incredibly safe and comforting. She began having intense physical sensations and waves of energy passing through her. This energy was working both on her physical body and her mind.
At that point, I finally realized what was going on. I recognized the frequency of her Higher Self that was manifesting all around her through a tunnel into our time-space reality and doing the healing directly on her. It was her Soul that came through and established a direct connection with her in order to help her heal the rest of her fear. This time about her husband´s death.
The presence in the room was immensely beautiful and mesmerizing. I had previously witnessed healings done by people´s Higher Selves, but they do not happen very often. When they do, it is a sign of grace. A very special moment.
I explained that this energy was the non-physical part of her now projecting into this physical dimension, in order to help her and prepare her for whatever was to come. And that as long as this tunnel was open, she could speak directly to her Higher Self and get answers. There was no need for me as an intermediary.
The channel was open for her to speak. She understood and went into a quiet inner dialogue with this beautiful otherworldly presence. It was a very sacred moment. The room was completely silent. I sat very still in reverie while she was having communion with her own soul.
At one point she got moved to tears, as she understood what this all meant and why her soul came through at this hour of her life. She said to me: “I feel an enormous inner strength right now. Something I have never felt before. Oh, I feel so strong inside.
And I feel so calm, despite the situation with my husband. Right now, my body feels much larger than it is. And I realize that my soul is giving me so much strength at this moment, that I will be able to be completely calm and focused attending my husband´s funeral. I can actually see myself standing by his grave during his funeral ceremony. I know now that I will be able to take care of all the details around his funeral without having a meltdown. This is huge. I never thought I would be able to do that. To face the death of a loved one with so much calm, acceptance, and without fear.”
Needless to say, she got a massive healing that day. The light of her soul wrapped her in an energetic blanket throughout the session. Well over an hour. Showing her she was not alone. Comforting her. Making the transition easier. Then it slowly faded and the room returned to normal.
I was in awe. Speechless. I have before witnessed interdimensional tunnels that souls create when they want to effectuate intense healing on a person. This is usually related to the healing of deep karmic wounds or very difficult life situations. But this doesn´t happen very often. It can´t be forced. It can´t be pre-ordered. The soul has its timing. When it is ready, it is ready. So when it finally happens, it is incredible to witness the sacred space.
Still speechless. What can I say?
Amazing grace 